digt?

Can’t

I’m to small, to small to contain
It is growing, over floating
It can’t be hold back and I can’t hold it
In frustration, it blows up and becomes
becomes light, darkness, every nuance
Indefinable, not able to
understand, nothing to understand, nobody understands
because it can not be understood
Deeper down, deeper than the intelligence it is located
It is poking and wants to come out
Beside the heart
The heart is pumping
It
It is
Soft twilight
Indifferent rain
Every drop falls
Falls on my face, my eyelids
Falls and
Alleviates, heals, soothes
Bare feet
Swift steps against wet asphalt
Glass shatters
Drops
Blood, tears, rain
Indifferent.
No drugs, no remedy, no ecstasy
Can
Can free you from the craving, the desire, the unbearable, the eternal
Tearing and twitching
You are alone, I am alone
Lonely in the noise, of people, from people
The fire
cigarette is glowing, the smoke absorbs the night, absorbs everything for just one brief moment
Eye, wandering look
Silence
Is being held back, it contains
Scream, sound
Can never be finished, completed
Never exhausted
So much more, less
But I can’t
I, me
To small
Can’t
Can’t express
Everything, nothing

imagination